I love you; I thank you.
Sharing my experience with Ho’oponopono cleaning since 2021, please pardon the lengthy sharing but I couldn’t hold myself back. Hopefully, you will find it motivating and enjoy cleaning more and more.
I first learned the 4 phrases of Ho’oponopono in a shamanic workshop (2019). That time it just felt like another forgiveness technique to me and was too simple to really bring any real soul forgiveness. I was quite logical and preferred some complex solution that could promise me resolution of my complex problems.
There was an issue I was facing at my job and I felt extremely targeted & helpless (2019-2020). One of my friends from Shamanic class suggested that I use 4 phrases to heal the office situation. I just did a 10 mins meditation and felt nothing really changed but now when I look back I feel it was those 10 mins of cleaning that allowed me to resign from my job at the right time keeping my dignity intact. What followed was so shocking, COVID manifested and everyone who targeted me were fired from the team or had to face some drastic shifts within the organization. Later, in the same year I started my journey as a Professional Healer becoming self-employed. Still, I was not cleaning full-fledged.
In February 2021, I had a severe wisdom tooth pain, and was taking 3 to 6 painkillers a day. Dr suggested extraction of the tooth but somehow my body felt resistant to the process, and I didn’t wish to go against my body, pain was unbearable. The same Shamanic friend again reminded me to try 4 phrases as a last hope before going for a medical procedure. At night 10 pm I started mentally saying 4 phrases and was crying continuously somewhere really begging Divine to show up and ease things for me, this went till 2 am till I fell asleep. By God’s Grace I woke up with no pain. So, I thought to myself that whenever the pain will show up, I have a cheat code to not feel it, but it’s been 3 years now I never again had wisdom tooth pain and never went for medical extraction. My dentist still feels that I am crazy :).
I started mentally saying 4 phrases 24/7 but what followed was never easy to handle. I started experiencing unbearable grief and sadness without any particular reason which made me stop the practice. After few months I again built-up little courage to start using the 4 phrases. Still, I feel grief and sadness continuously but to a great extent it has become a little bearable. Not just emotional but all sorts of challenges started showing up non – stop. Everything in my life, family, finances, friendships, relationship started crumbling and pushed me into complete survival mode. With zero help from the outside world, my primary support was 4 phrases. Although challenges were there but somehow there came protection and some relief when least expected (especially after losing hope).
My grandfather developed some issues in his eyes. Drs were unable to understand what was happening and they tried medication based on symptoms. I decided to do a focused Ho’oponopono for him for 10 to 15 mins. In the next 2 to 3 days the symptoms disappeared and his eyes normalized, even Dr’s were surprised 🙂
In 2022, I had a desire to learn 12 steps of Ho’oponopono by Morrnah, so I looked it up online. There was an online session happening in China but fees when converted to INR was around 65-68 k which was just too much for me to arrange for a workshop, so I emailed (5 Sept) on official email to check if there was any possibility of discount available. I did receive a reply and was given an option to attend online short lectures. I was disappointed thinking that maybe I have to just be happy with 4 phrases. I prayed to my Guru that, “I wish to attend the workshop, but I am okay with 4 phrases if you think that is enough for me.”
To my surprise exactly a month later around 5 October I came across an ad on Instagram that said SITH Ho’oponopono was going to happen in India for the first time and this was kind of Miracle for me! I registered.
As soon as I registered, I started sleeping a lot day and night. Challenges kept increasing but cleaning was something that kept me hopeful and gave me courage to keep taking one day at a time. I have been doing 12 steps regularly. The first change that was visible was a positive shift in biodiversity in my locality. Many beautiful birds (different species that were never seen before started dwelling here), even a Kite has also become the resident. Gradually, by each passing day emotional quality between me, my mom & siblings started to improve. I am fighting a legal case against my father, it also started moving forward (still challenging and moving very slowly but motion has started), cleaning on it. I was inspired to specifically clean with animal abuse happening across the globe and with my pets (3 cats), their mother became aggressive after giving birth but now even she has regained her soft nature back these days.
During the first SITH class I had a doubt and wanted to know the meaning of the word “id” that we use in “I AM THE I” prayer. Instructor Patricia guided me to clean and be open to receive the answer directly from Divinity as it was channeled prayer by Morrnah, though my logical mind was not satisfied with the answer, I had no option to follow the instructions. Kept cleaning and eventually in 2 to 3 days completely forgot about it. I guess within a month I happened to randomly read the book “A course in Miracles” and it was mentioned that “Id” means subconscious.
I was also inspired to clean with my clients and heal my inner child for the memories showing up in my space as my client’s problems and all the clients having issues in getting married started to get married! Hoping that marriage will manifest for me now, cleaning on it.
After the class the first day when I did 12 step cleaning on my own, in meditation I felt as if Morrnah and Dr Hew Len were standing beside me and I saw a huge field occupied with innumerable dead souls (appeared black in colour) getting free under their supervision, I had chills all over my body and felt as if both of them were smiling on me and said please continue cleaning.
I also registered for the following SITH HO’OPONOPONO business class that took place in June / July as I was constantly facing various money issues. Challenges are still on, cleaning with it. The first day of the class surprisingly the weather outside the house completely shifted. Whole day there was a pleasant breeze outside, as if the trees were dancing full-fledged. And on the same day I surprisingly received prasad from a temple that was not expected at all and I didn’t ask for it !
In 2024, when I look back, I understand all the challenges were and are opportunities for me to clean but the journey has been extremely difficult to keep facing situations continuously one after the another. I feel cleaning has saved me so far! There was always protection, many times I was indicated about coming challenges in my dreams to be prepared for it. There were many times I felt God was merciful by clearing some situations in my dream state rather than allowing them to happen in practical life like the death of my pets.
In the journey of cleaning, I have been losing friends one after the another, today I find myself completely alone, but I know I can clean with it and Divinity will never abandon me and things will resolve as in when I am also able to let go & surrender!
Currently, I have been receiving strong guidance to work with the history of my land (current house) and am following the inspiration. I still find myself too much in mind as I was contemplating whether I am on the right track or not, walking the path? Divinity wants me to walk? I have so far been able to be consistent with cleaning practice and all other practices that I felt was my ultimate path which I was following for the last 20 years started to happen as per inspiration rather than me doing consistently. I cleaned and asked for guidance, next day, surprisingly a person posted my Guru’ s photo with 4 phrases on it and it was my green signal and confirmation that I am on path even if it doesn’t feel so when I look at my practical life.
There were many days where I really felt incomprehensible peace. Recently I got the physical manual and whenever I use it, I feel unfathomable warmth around me. Desperately looking forward to BASIC 2 CLASS.
This was my humble attempt to recall and share as many experiences as possible, there have been many miracles small- big but memories of these experiences stayed with me. Cleaning helped to even ask help from other healers or use different modalities and it really proved to be miraculous primarily because it came from inspiration I believe.
I am and can only be Grateful (deep ineffable gratitude) to Divinity, Morrnah, Dr. Hew Len, all the trainers, Geet (for being instrumental in bringing SITH TO INDIA).
I am sorry
Please forgive me
I love you
I thank you